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Eleven ([personal profile] bearshermark) wrote in [community profile] eastbound2021-11-12 01:49 pm

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If you need help, please ask for it. The people that care about you won't think less of you for it. They'll be relieved and honored that you trust them.

And if you think no one cares about you, you're wrong. I care about you. I'll look after you, if no one else will. I won't tell anyone.

Everyone can benefit from a little kindness sometimes. It's nothing shameful. There's too little of it here.


[General advice or one very specific call-out? who knows~]
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-12 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
My ears are working just fine, and I think I can summon the fortitude for at least one shoulder to be leaned on.
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-13 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Food has been a disagreeable concept lately (digesting nearly whole ducks was probably easier to do as a xenomorph, but alas), for the sake of him not worrying, however– ]

That's kind. Broth and I have become very good friends.

Show yourself in when you like, I haven't been up to setting up wards, you won't set off anything accidentally.
Edited 2021-11-13 00:08 (UTC)
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-13 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ She was sitting at her desk reading her weathered copy of Wuthering Heights for what was probably the hundredth time. Back home Lily hadn't been sure if she even liked the book, but here it was a source of familiarity and comfort. Two things she seemed to need a good deal of in the days following her return to her own shape.

Sitting up when he turned she returned the smile before looking at the tray he set down for her curiously, her face softening as she recognized the soup.
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Oh, El.

[ It was a small thing in the scale of everything they went through, but she couldn't help be moved that he bothered to travel across town for, especially given the state of things. ]

Bit rude to go to all this trouble when I'm making my best attempt to take care of you.

[ Marking her page and putting her book aside, Lily turned enough to hide behind her hair as she blinked back tears. It was a sweet gesture in a very tiresome world, and she appreciated it more than she had the words for at that moment.

Rising from her seat a little more easily than she had been moving with the last few days she wrapped her arms around Eleven's middle and pulled him into a hug.
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-14 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ Lily leaned into Eleven comfortably, ducking her head to rest against the side of his as she let her arms tighten slightly, drawing him that little bit closer. ]

Do you want to tell me what happened? I missed you last night.
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-14 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Lily straightened up enough to look at El, her eyebrows raising worriedly. ]

Did you find something out? Is he alright?
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-14 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ Frowning as he spoke Lily's eyes went a touch wider at the mention of Arche's illness. ]

He's ill? Or?

[ In this world one could never assume that what was ailing a person was something as straightforward as sickness. ]
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-14 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ Looking at him oddly as he elected not to tell her Lily said nothing for a long while. It was a lot to mull over, undoubtedly made all the more intricate by the pieces of it she clearly didn't know. Still, he had never pressed her, and she returned the courtesy, however concerning the situation was. ]

The Merchant said he would tell you if he heard anything, right?

[ The Merchant was creepy, having to wait on him struck Lily as a very unpleasant prospect. With a sigh she pulled him back into a light hug. ]
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-14 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
Promised you what?

[ None of this sounded especially promising, and the Merchant didn't seem as though he expected to hear anything any time soon, leaving El in a kind of limbo. ]

I'm sorry El. I wish there was something I could do.
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-15 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her expression changed when he mentioned running east and she watched him uncertainly for a moment. Without question, there were those in the group she felt strongly enough for that their disappearance would leave her just as shaken as Eleven was now but running off in pursuit of them was not something she was sure she could do. The lot of them were in this together, as dysfunctionally as the group operated at times, seeing it through to the end felt like the only way.

After he referred to that choice as reckless Lily nodded briefly before she caught herself and glanced away with a troubled frown, worrying over the unknown dangers he would likely be putting himself in.
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I know waiting to hear something will be agony.

[ She looked back to Eleven briefly before pulling him into another hug. ]

I'll be here for you while you are.
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-15 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
Me too. [ She said quietly, brushing a hand over his hair. ]

I've never hoped someone would turn up to insult you more.

[ Leaning against him, her tiredness was somewhat evident, but she tried her best to lighten his spirits in whatever small way she could. ]

Do you have somewhere to be soon? Would you like to stay a while?
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-16 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ Glad her face was hidden behind her hair so that he couldn't see her grimace at the mention of food. ]

I just want to lay down I think.

[ She took a breath before looking back to him, doing her best not to look as tired as she felt. ]

Stay, please? You need to rest too. [ If anything about their time on this journey had taught her anything, it was how to recognize exhaustion. ]
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-17 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Everything feels so much worse because I feel like utter shite.

[ She didn't want to say it - because a friend going missing was terrible - but she suspected the same was the case for Eleven.

Lily drew back from their embrace, catching Eleven's hand as she crossed the short distance to her bed.
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[personal profile] lancifolium 2021-11-24 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ Wasting no time wrapping her arms around Eleven while they both settled into her bed, she rested her chin on his shoulder with a frown, tired and worried for him, and indeed, the whole group of them. ]

We'll stay in bed until we feel better.

[ She imagined for that to truly work, they would have to hide there for longer than either of them had - but she would take all of his time the following day that she could. ]

Emilia's been by with a basket of treats, we've got provisions, I'm well enough to conjure proper tea again instead of just weird hot water.

[ Another reason the last few weeks had been such a trial. ]