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un: ut malum pluvia | audio
[ Since Five spoke to the Merchant, he's had a change in perspective. At first, the castle mystery seemed to be irresistible. (Not in any small part because it literally is. He's still compelled to dinner, despite since being smart enough to avoid the ballroom and gardens.) He won't say he loves mysteries, but it bothers him when he doesn't have a proper explanation for something; his ego is still alive and well and tells him he could absolutely solve it if he cares to. But once he found out Anurr mislead him (weirdly shocking) and has been amassing his power east, and that they're apparently actively hunting Matthias once they leave here, he's come to the conclusion that he needs to spend his energies on what's ahead of them in what little time they have.
He sticks inside the room he's been given, which is large enough for him to take stock of his inventory and blissfully gives him the freedom to properly pace as he works relentlessly into the night. Anurr's finger (still on the string it was given to him on) gets placed near where he's currently writing on the walls. He has half a mind to call him just to chew him out, but he hasn't been drinking enough for that. Apparently he has been drinking enough that he dragged one of the statues that kept turning towards him into the room. He's made friends with it, and asks its opinion on occasion, halfway appreciating the silence and halfway wishing it would point out something he's overlooking. Because there must be something.
Almost immediately after he starts writing probability equations, he gets sidetracked when he starts to work on how to save his brother's life. Their moment at the staircase made him aware of how fragile this second chance is, and he has no good answer for what to do if they reach the beacons and Allison insists on returning to an uncertain future where her daughter may or may not (but definitely not — how would she?) exist and Ben is stuck here. He should be using every waking moment with his family and take this as the only time he might have left with them, but instead he's still selfishly trying to figure out how to have it all. His family alive with no apocalypses or threat of the undead. There has to be a way.
For good measure, he writes some notes on the side, something to get back to, about Kamala's problem. The idea that it'll only take a few days to solve how to break apart universes, time, life and death itself is... ambitious. He's tried before. Notebooks upon notebooks of equations, some that might lead him back to moments when he could retrieve the siblings who were here and are gone, more that need to be worked out. Some that are utter nonsense that he wrote while half (or fully) out of his mind. He's tried so hard. Halfway through the space on the expansive wall he reaches another dead end and a breaking point.
It's been a while since he completely wrecked one of his rooms out of sheer frustration, and longer since he's had one so lavishly furnished to tear apart. Doing it here where no one can see is intentional, even if the explosive bout of anger isn't, and up until the last crash it feels fantastic to see the destruction and release some of his frustration.
Then he hears something scream and remembers. The things in this castle are alive.
Oh. Oh, that's... not good. His thoughts are immediately derailed by that horrible realization. He can't tell from the mess he made which thing made the noise. Did he just kill the vase or the dresser? Or is the curse going to put them back together? ...Shit. ]
[ Five clears his throat as he turns to the network. How to put this without admitting that he threw a tantrum and might have broken someone... possibly more than someone... several horrifically-cursed-people into pieces. For someone who can be fairly blasé when it comes to murder, this seems a little too much like insult to injury. ]
You're all pretty handy, aren't you? [ God, starting with a compliment. They have to know something is wrong, but he doesn't know how else to handle this weird problem. Maybe he should have written this down to not give himself away, but he's already started now. ] We have any carpenters, or... maybe some metal workers? I need something repaired.
A few somethings. I'm sure you can take a break from the mystery to do a mundane task. Call it a favor. [ Something crunches under his foot and he winces. That one may be a lost cause. ] ...Thanks.
[ And if anyone happens by his room (or heard the ruckus and went to investigate), he's at least trying to sort out the mess he made, and trying his best not to notice the statue looking much more accusingly in his direction. What's worse is he can't get a broom without worrying it'll snitch on him. Fucking magic castles... ]
He sticks inside the room he's been given, which is large enough for him to take stock of his inventory and blissfully gives him the freedom to properly pace as he works relentlessly into the night. Anurr's finger (still on the string it was given to him on) gets placed near where he's currently writing on the walls. He has half a mind to call him just to chew him out, but he hasn't been drinking enough for that. Apparently he has been drinking enough that he dragged one of the statues that kept turning towards him into the room. He's made friends with it, and asks its opinion on occasion, halfway appreciating the silence and halfway wishing it would point out something he's overlooking. Because there must be something.
Almost immediately after he starts writing probability equations, he gets sidetracked when he starts to work on how to save his brother's life. Their moment at the staircase made him aware of how fragile this second chance is, and he has no good answer for what to do if they reach the beacons and Allison insists on returning to an uncertain future where her daughter may or may not (but definitely not — how would she?) exist and Ben is stuck here. He should be using every waking moment with his family and take this as the only time he might have left with them, but instead he's still selfishly trying to figure out how to have it all. His family alive with no apocalypses or threat of the undead. There has to be a way.
For good measure, he writes some notes on the side, something to get back to, about Kamala's problem. The idea that it'll only take a few days to solve how to break apart universes, time, life and death itself is... ambitious. He's tried before. Notebooks upon notebooks of equations, some that might lead him back to moments when he could retrieve the siblings who were here and are gone, more that need to be worked out. Some that are utter nonsense that he wrote while half (or fully) out of his mind. He's tried so hard. Halfway through the space on the expansive wall he reaches another dead end and a breaking point.
It's been a while since he completely wrecked one of his rooms out of sheer frustration, and longer since he's had one so lavishly furnished to tear apart. Doing it here where no one can see is intentional, even if the explosive bout of anger isn't, and up until the last crash it feels fantastic to see the destruction and release some of his frustration.
Then he hears something scream and remembers. The things in this castle are alive.
Oh. Oh, that's... not good. His thoughts are immediately derailed by that horrible realization. He can't tell from the mess he made which thing made the noise. Did he just kill the vase or the dresser? Or is the curse going to put them back together? ...Shit. ]
[ Five clears his throat as he turns to the network. How to put this without admitting that he threw a tantrum and might have broken someone... possibly more than someone... several horrifically-cursed-people into pieces. For someone who can be fairly blasé when it comes to murder, this seems a little too much like insult to injury. ]
You're all pretty handy, aren't you? [ God, starting with a compliment. They have to know something is wrong, but he doesn't know how else to handle this weird problem. Maybe he should have written this down to not give himself away, but he's already started now. ] We have any carpenters, or... maybe some metal workers? I need something repaired.
A few somethings. I'm sure you can take a break from the mystery to do a mundane task. Call it a favor. [ Something crunches under his foot and he winces. That one may be a lost cause. ] ...Thanks.
[ And if anyone happens by his room (or heard the ruckus and went to investigate), he's at least trying to sort out the mess he made, and trying his best not to notice the statue looking much more accusingly in his direction. What's worse is he can't get a broom without worrying it'll snitch on him. Fucking magic castles... ]
un: ut malum pluvia
And anyway, he disagrees. Judging from the muted reactions and lack of accusations, he feels like he’s successfully downplayed this. Not many offers to help either, so maybe he should have called it a murder. Or dealt with it himself. That’s what he’s probably going to have to do anyway so he doesn’t know why he bothered.
As is, he’s committed to this ‘no big deal’ reveal he’s got going, because murdering furniture is a level of weird he’s still grappling with. ]
Something broke, it doesn’t matter how. [ Many things. He just doesn’t know which were actually alive. ] Are you handy?
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That would depend, sweetie. This something that broke, I suspect it needs more than glue to put it back together?
( There's an almost amused patience. His - probable - murdering of the furniture doesn't even seem all that strange to her, which should, perhaps, make one question the life they've led. )
But I'm more of an engineer than a carpenter.
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No one has told him how putting them back together would translate if they ever break their curse. He's already trying to rationalize this if he can't fix them and they wind up... wrong. ]
I'd settle for glue if I could find any.
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But she has very nearly started to feel bad for him. He did after all probably accidentally murder a few innocent household servants. That always hit a bit differently than a wilful homicide. )
I'll help you look. But I have to warn you, I've never been very good at puzzles.
( No, she tended to get bored too easily and start...encouraging pieces to fit. )
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Just as well. The last time I helped put together that mirror it wasn't worth it in the end. [ And what are the odds that something as useful as glue exists in a magic castle? ] Do you think there's any brooms around here that aren't cursed?
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Oh, I don't think we're that lucky. ( Magic castles really are the worst. No privacy. Whoever wants to live somewhere the furniture can spy on you anyway? ) Maybe it's for the best.
( They are cursed. There's always the chance they'll bungle their attempts to fix things - why do they always feel the need to fix everything - and they'd have had to go on being various bits of decor indefinitely. )
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What's for the best? [ That statement does not line up with his train of thought in a way he at all appreciates. The way things are absolutely aren't something he's ready to accept. ]
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( Answering for herself: no, no she would not. Of course, with her hair, she'd probably end up a mop. Do curses correlate that way, she wonders. She still has such a time trying to wrap her mind around magic in practice. )
What were you doing anyway?
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We finally had a moment when I wasn't spending every moment dedicated to our survival, so I was working. [ As if that explains enough. ] It didn't go well.
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That being said, she can't recall if she actually knows what kind of 'work' it is he does. To be fair, it's the sort of thing she might have ignored. A bit like his name, which she still rarely bothers to use. )
Equation not working out?
( He seems like the engineering type. )
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Equations not working out. [ That doesn’t sound nearly strong enough to account for his destroyed room, but when you’ve been trying to solve the impossible for as long as he has, it builds. ]
I need more time.
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( She's speaking from personal experience. But she does vaguely recall a conversation about the apocalypse. Had he mentioned something about it following him? Well, she hadn't been at her best, he'll have to forgive her.
She also seems to recall him saying the Doctor had suggested it might be a fixed point. Hm. )
Still trying to prove my husband wrong?
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He wasn't exactly trying that in the way she suggests. This isn't about proving another theory wrong. Not exactly. ]
Not just him. [ Ben showing up changed things and proved he hadn't explored every angle. ] There's been too much that happened that couldn't have, and I've had to rework what I ruled out before. It gets messy.
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Maybe try explaining it to me again. ( If she's going to be of any help. ) Did I mention I'm a child of time? I know it doesn't sound as fancy as a timelord, but I could tell you a thing or two and I'm certainly not lacking in maths skills.
( So to speak. )
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And it's not like she could hurt his math. He knows he's been hurting his chances of a breakthrough by constantly pushing himself under stress. It wouldn't hurt to have a second set of eyes. ]
You can come take a look if you want.